i just miss him :')

remember Him ? yes him . boy :) gosh , i really miss him . our memories . Ya Allah , sumpah demi Allah i sayang dea . tak pernah ada lelaki pun buat i sayang sampai begitu melampau . last kitorang break masa last paper PMR last year . i simpan lagi msg dea wish masa pmr , dea cakap

" Sayang,all the best k esk.jgn main tembak je,bwt elok2.ily,mark my word! :* "

thats why i sayang dea . dea pandai jaga hati i , even kadang kadang kitorang bergaduh pasal benda kecik . dea paham i . tapi malang nya , i tak pernah jumpa dea :') dea je the only EX yg i tak pernah jumpa . so sad right ? tapi i dapat tahan dgn dea , bulan 3 this year dah 2 tahun i kenal dea .


memang susah nak nampak i macam nie . even dea macam -___________- pun , dea memang pandai jaga hati i . he's better than =_________= okay . haha , but seriously , lately , i try contact dea , tak dapat . dea dah tukar number kot or dea betul dah pergi studies kat tempat yg dea nak sangat pergi too . hm , entah lahh :') just that , i really love him so much :'D i always do , no matter what . kalau boleh i nak tunggu dea je kan :) but i know . i cant :')


so if i rindu dea , just to song that will remind me of him .

" Only One - Yellowcard" and " More Than Words"

Gosh , i will miss him alot :') sangat alot . to you sayang , thanks for all the memoirs , you really are my strength . i really love you . and i do miss you alot . gosh , damn i love you . thanks okay Azwan Fahmi ;) i will not forget your name :') i love you :')